Ive been having to wear my glasses the past like 2 months cause I got drunk and lost my contacts haha. But today I got a new pair of contacts…FEELS BOMB TO NOT HAVE THOSE FUCKING GLASSES SUFFOCATING MY FACE. ;D
It took me half an hour to delete people off my fb using the app on my phone haha. Now I only have like 20 friends wich are mostly family. Now im not tempted to put my business all over fb hahah just all over tumblr and twitter ;) I like followers, friend requests and bs like that can suck it. Follow me or don’t, I couldn’t give three shits.
I feel amazinggg today! I really needed last night to happen I guess, cleansed myself of a bunch of negativity that’s been bringing me down. I’ve never felt more happy, loved and loving in my life. I have the love of my life back, what more could I possibly need to be happy?
Its tough hearing the super harsh truth from someone you love. Especially when they don’t need to be that way. Iys like I am drowning in sadness and all I ask for is just one person to be completely on my side and not trying to tell me I need to grow up and shit. My hormones won’t allow it! I seriously need a goddamn friend who is a girl who isn’t fake and doesn’t use me. Sick and tired of it all.
It’s kinda dumb how I’m trying to fix myself for “our mutual happiness in eachother” & so are you supposedly..but now I feel like it’s not working…I can tell. :( I hate getting older, stupid! Ah kc c.f. land f uhh xdk I swear it was easier dating when I was 19 hahah too many worries now about my relationship now at age 21, although the love I feel is way real this time o.O halp me so confuzzled