Tired of being sad when I don’t want to be sad. That overwhelming, gut wrenching, hole in your heart and everything is being sucked out feeling is getting old and it has become completely out of my control. I am exhausting strength and life is moving onward.
Before I went to bed last night I had so much on my mind, but i’m glad. Sometimes you just gotta face reality. It’s time to focus on myself and myself alone. In it for me now. Now I know I really can’t trust anyone, but it’s okay, this time I’m just gonna take it all in stride. ..
Ive been having to wear my glasses the past like 2 months cause I got drunk and lost my contacts haha. But today I got a new pair of contacts…FEELS BOMB TO NOT HAVE THOSE FUCKING GLASSES SUFFOCATING MY FACE. ;D
It took me half an hour to delete people off my fb using the app on my phone haha. Now I only have like 20 friends wich are mostly family. Now im not tempted to put my business all over fb hahah just all over tumblr and twitter ;) I like followers, friend requests and bs like that can suck it. Follow me or don’t, I couldn’t give three shits.
I feel amazinggg today! I really needed last night to happen I guess, cleansed myself of a bunch of negativity that’s been bringing me down. I’ve never felt more happy, loved and loving in my life. I have the love of my life back, what more could I possibly need to be happy?